Time passes by so quickly. Who knew p0ach.com would reach its third year so soon.

Funny. I typed something the last time this blog got revamped, sounds true till now:

“What I know for sure:

Based upon experience that includes communication, making business and running different projects through p0ach.com and the beautiful citizens of Kuwait, I realized lots of things.

People have a big space for trust, good intentions and open-welcoming arms to many sophisticated suggestions I bring upon them. I could not be happier or more pleased.

My message is clear and simple

Light is with in, you do not need ANY one or thing to light you up.

You were not just born. You were created. You are special.

A higher loving force expects alot from you, regardless of what you believe in.

Please think of that and let it simmer with you the whole day.

A MESSAGE FROM P0ACH TO EVERYONE:

I spread whats good in the country because I believe in the goodness we have within. Pushed many boundaries and squashed many myth-like ideologies by giving real examples through Interviews and polls in which you all have participated in.

Never criticized anyone unless its related to the field of Entertainment. They make me laugh.

Never chose controversial or tabloid like news. If I was running after ratings and high number of visitors, I know all the tricks out there. Thats not how I roll.

Blogs come and go. Never compete, always share.

Take it this way, start with Kuwait then visually zoom out to the  Gulf, Arabian countries, Asia, Africa, Europe and The Americas. Zoom out further, go by earth, the planet, then the whole universe.

Right after that comes silence.

Then Infinity.

How tiny are you now?

Still want to compete? You belittle and disrespect yourself if you still think so. Just enjoy what you do and bring forth your inner goodness. Try at least.

On A Human Level

I do not fear anyone or anything. I am a privileged citizen. I do not need or want to be nice to please anyone. I do it because I want to. The house I come from is warm, full of love and is highly compassionate, I gave you a glimpse of it.

I do not kiss up to anyone, anything wither individuals or entities.

NO-THING has a SAY/Force/Order upon me. I aim to please myself only. When I choose something for me, I choose the very best & I believe thats what I do here.

Take it or leave it. I say that with love and a big smile on my face. Trust and believe that EGO is not involved in any of what I typed, however sometimes you just have to step out to clear a point or two.

I wish you one thing and one thing only.

Enlightenment.

It is everything that you will ever need.

One more thing, last but never least

الله
الوطن
الأمير “

I blog because I feel like I can share.

Many categories were created to express different layers within myself like Class, Abdulla likes, Interviews and Be wise, read. These are very dear to me.

One particular post had legs and it kept on growing and growing like crazy with lots of love from all over the world is THIS post. I’ll never forget it or forget how happy it made me feel.

Thank you for the love throughout the years, I am truly grateful.

May you and your loved ones feel what enlightenment feels like one day.

Abdalla

p.s: When I began receiving fan mail/questions on ASK fm or people I meet and they say “You changed me” - only the highest force in the universe knows how I feel. Bliss.

Friends decided we should hit the sea, escape the city along with its beautiful KOKO festivities.

Found shelter + a hotel night in service at a friend’s legendary Yacht. If you knew which yacht we were in you’d know what I’m talking about. Legendary.

Ofcourse the whole feel was vacation-y. HAH!

Weather, clouds, food, friends, the occasion and nasties around us on other yachts made our night an unforgettable one.

Unbelievable how people react. Expectations are their own devils, Awwww.

Speaking of devils, these innocent little creatures were our breakfast friends.

Night pix ? Nothing fancy, but here goes:

Loved this little getaway scheme. Extremely refreshing. Definitely breaks the usual.

Warm, thats how i’ll remember this.

With that being said, just wanted to announce that I’m back to regular blogging *ahem* thanks for being *cough* patient *cough*.

I pray you find inner peace, infinite wisdom and above all, GOD’s choicest gifts.

A very happy new year – A prosperous first week at work/school.

Blow up with creativity, let that pic of flaming fireworks spark the beginning of your infinite gifts.

**silence**

You are alive today. Celebrate that. Say thank you.

Its my birthday, im 18 again tonight, 29th December (I’ll put that on my birthday wish list).

I dont usually celebrate my birthday but I guess my friends have something prepared for me, I’ll act as if I know nothing.

Seriously though, its been a wonderful year, made new friends (you included), switched jobs, switched banks, switched the OFF button to ON, got a salary raise, still a monogamist (HAH!), went through lots of new experiences, been around the world & learned lots of lessons.

“forgiveness heals all” This lesson stands out completely.

Saddam is no better than I am, so im having a three-day birthday celebration too, one with my family, one with friends and one with my underground freaks who are kept there, *whistle* in the underground.

I will have to highlight the lesson I learned one more time:
”Forgiveness Heals All” it healed me, hope it does the same to you too.

Happy Holidays To You All

“Let There Be Light”
Abdullah

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*SPECIAL REQUEST*

My friends on twitter are writing down birthday wishes, snaping pics and sending’em to me !

if you wana do the same, send it on xp0ach@gmail.com

**BONUS**

PIKCHAAAAAS from friends, family and fans !

Sometimes I wish people would tip me on important lessons that make huge differences. Things that I do and go “Shoot ! why didn’t anybody tell me about this before ?”

This is the time where I share what I went through with you. Its all good, no drama here.

As you know, I left my job a few weeks back and “praise the lord” went else where.

Now before I go into details, I just want to say that I had the best moments of my life where I worked. Had the best boss, best friends, GREAT environment and I love all the achievements done as a team. I remember I used to say this to my boss “I thank GOD for you everyday” I still do.

So what went wrong ? Nothing.

I just realized that I am a better person if I focus on what I like most. How did I realize this ?

Two ways:

A) Since I worked on many different projects, my heart always jumped on opportunities where marketing, products and overall exposure is involved. What I normally do, does not revolve a lot around that area.

B) Having a better knowledge on how things work through p0ach.com and the interaction/feedback I received from every being who shared thoughts with us all, here. Publicly. Many of you might think this is easy or view it as a “Given”. I don’t and I cherish it a lot.

All in all, these things sparked when I threw them together, fire came up, I knew I had to do something. I did and its great !

Not to get mystical on your beautiful behinds, but trust me, when you deeply decide a change must come and lay down all the reasons you think that make sense, have a clean heart while doing so, the universe will say “Your wish is my command”.

I could not care less if you believe me or not, I lived it and thats enough for me.

So, what do I want to say ? What is the advice p0ach has for us ?

Im not an expert but lemme tell you what I hear from you guys.

“I had enough of this/im not appreciated/im under valued/my boss hates me/everybody is jealous of me, they want to bring me down/Never had a grade/Im too good for them” Usual suspects, yes ?

See that ? thats pure complaining. PURE.

Take a breather. cool it down. Sit back and relax a bit.

Try to be truthful, no one will know, your dirty little secret, its just you and yourself.

Do they really hate on you ? or is it you who comes late ? you who are always late on projects, dead lines and targets ? **wait wait – I feel your ego is about to jump out of your body** its nothing personal, just a one on one talk.

What Im trying to say is judge yourself and try not to play victim, for once at least.

Now, made up your mind ? still want to change ? GOOD – I have the right thing for you to do.

Before you do anything, please try to bring in some feelings of appreciation towards everything you learned and gained from the place you want to depart from or improve. Be thankful for everything and know your cons and pros then move along. OK ? Its very important.

A) Speak up to your direct manager, tell them whats bothering you. Go there with a plan or a proposal. “I see myself doing so and so in this field” There is nothing better than being honest. If your direct boss is not trust worthy, cross them over and go to the next best thing/higher management. In the end, there is nothing to be shy of/from. This is your life, your career. As cheesy as it may sound, you really only live once, when will you speak up?

B) While working, update your CV and send it everywhere. Places you like and dislike, just throw ‘em over. Everything is done online, everything is done secretly between you and your computer. Here is an extra tip, some places might send you an automated message that goes “We read your CV, unfortunately we don’t have a space right now” Ignore it, its an automated message, they’ll call you 5-6 days later. Why am I sure ? It happened to me. Still, did not choose them. HAH!

C) Why do I feel most of you will ditch A and go directly to B ? Don’t. You never know what’ll happen.

D) Financial burdens? Nothing to worry about. Single men and women like me, we don’t have any commitments to worry about. I understand that married people have a huge concern in this area and I fully understand why. If you’re worried about money or have no clue how this game works, I’ll let you in on what I know. If you applied for a job at the government sector, you’ll wait 3 months, after that, if no job is available, they’ll credit your account with a monthly salary of 400 KD *more or less* till you find a job. If not  government, Private ? Thats fine too, if all goes well and you find a job, choose the right time you want to move + works well with your financial needs. If you have installments to worry about, they’ll be automatically transferred to your newer *higher* salary.

*BONUS* If you are like me, a person with no commitments, then choose a time that works well for you to work and use it as a vacation to clear your mind out of all the mental baggage, maybe you don’t have any, just make space for new exciting things to come in. For instance, I’m mediating a lot, spending lots of time with family and friends, reading books, learning new things that will help me push my new job to a bigger better place, hired a personal trainer, religiously going to the gym and having plans to travel here and there. I beg you to avoid being an opportunistic freak, its not nice, not classy at all. Be honest, clear and sincere. Karma will make you suffer if your not. Not warning you, just giving you straight up facts. Paula Abdul style. *ahem*

This is what I did and it worked just fine.

What I want you to do is STOP complaining, STOP that PLATINUM record playing in your head for months, maybe years, STOP playing victim and actually DO something about it.

Not everyone is up to this, only the brave ones can. I wish someone would have sat down with me and told me these tips. I had to find out all by myself and it was hard at first but then it all made sense and it all worked magnificently well.

How can I not share it with you ? Selfish if I did not.

I truly believe that the more you share, the more you gain. I know someone will share info with me that means a lot to me, cuz it came in the right time and right place, in the future. I KNOW.

Oh and because we are speaking of knowing and stuff, I’m typing this on a brand new leather sofa I wanted for a very long time and just received it yesterday. All I had to do with visualize it, say that I deserve it and then VOILA ! I got it. Thank you MUM! 

I don’t know or predict the future thats KOKO, but when you understand how the universe works, you do your thing and wait for these natural laws to do their thing too. Its not ABRA KADABRA/ALA KAZAM mess, its true, I know it and I live it. EVERYDAY. 

*Those who are comfortable with their jobs may try to do the same. You never know what the universe has in store for you. I don’t think you are comfortable, I think you are afraid being kicked out of your comfort zone. Kick yourself out of it, give yourself the benefit of new challenges.

Scanning through vacation pix taken last summer. Realized I had lots of pics taken were hovering around flowers. Never knew I had lots of attachments to’em.

This one was taken back in Germany. Probably not the best picture you’ve seen out there, to me, its full of life.

In our house, here in Kuwait, we have jasmine flowers in the garden. Love to see them half blossomed, as early as 6-7 am. Fully open by 12pm, then finally shut their eyes down when I come back home at night.

Sometimes I stand up and have a nice moment or two, gazing at the beauty, pureness and smell the fluffy scent sent out. I feel whole. Never knew why. Its pleasant, just pleasant standing there, sometimes it feels like time stops.

Please take a moment or two of appreciation, mindfulness or gratitude for anything that pleases you throughout the day. Try to, at least.

Doing so will help you make a mini mental gap from the noise in your head and the constant “but I’m late” or “I’m bored” repetitive records playing in there.

Tell your parents or loved ones what they mean to you. If your shy, TEXT them, at least squeeze something out.

Today, you are alive and reading this.

That alone is worth appreciation.

Bless us all, saints and sinners.

By the end of October, I’ll be a free agent. I decided to quit my job.

I love my boss, friends and work environment, a lot. Already miss them.  However, been there for a very long time and thought change is great for now.

Not to mention, its my way to have a very long vacation, sleep and wake whenever I want, didn’t have that for a very long while. HAH!

Have a job offer I like, still, I’m applying everywhere and see what the universe has to offer yet.

This is definitely a different thursday, a cause for celebration for sure.

Please wish me luck and lots of success, your love and prayers are all I ask for.

Let the celebrations begin !

Just to keep it short and simple. I decided to dedicate this sunday morning post to myself and everyone going through what I am going through too.

I love how my heart is beating, soul screams “Just Release Me”

Probably wondering what I’m talking about, I’ll let you know when everything settles down.

Mean time, I ask for your prayers, wishes, beautiful energy to come my way.

Nothing dramatic like Miss TeeWana over here

Lets all praise the LAWWWWWD – keep it light people – Keep It Light. HAH!

Im a zain client. Been so for many years.

In light of improvements, quality of service, quality of products and customer satisfaction, I have four things to share with you that’v happened to me recently.

Zain, my experience with you’s been SHain. I dislike showcasing low points of anything or anyone, however, this is a bit too much.

Please read and bare in mind, that I say this with love.

#1 AIRPORT

Went two days ago to pay some bills, buy a product and configure a Wiyana plan.

Got a ticket, number was 305. Looked up at the screens, saw #531, the one next to it was #532.

Got a bit confused, I asked the gentleman at the reception for guidance, here is the conversation:

p0ach: Massak ALLAH bil khair okhoy. Min fathlik, ma3ay # 305 wil shaasha badya min foog el 500. Hal Raqmee ghala6 ? Hal el waraqa ele fe edee 9a7ee7a ?

Receptionist: isteree7 wal7een iyee doorik

p0ach: 6ayib, wain ashoof el raQam? ay shaasha ?

Receptionist: okhoy isteree7 wal7een iyee doorik.

Where do I start ? Attitude, not greeting me back, the fugly energy and presence ?

See I could have given him a bit of fever, but I am p0ach. I don’t get down like that.

Carrying on, the paper/ticket says wait approximately 6 minutes. I waited 10x that period. I waited for an hour. 60 minutes.

Then, I realized the same screen that had these 500+ numbers, alternates !

The receptionist, could have explained that these screens alternate. I would have passed by Starbucks, pink berry or done other things instead of waiting.

Funny thing is, when my time came to sit and actually speak to someone, the staff asked me to WAIT for a while till OTHER clients sit with him since they were on a hurry.

Beautiful. Beyond beautiful.

#2 Internet – 21.6 MBPS

One of the many things I did was to buy a brand new internet USB 21.6 MBPS.

I won’t really talk/give my opinion or state what I think is right or wrong.

Remember boys and girls, this is a 21.6 MB Per second service.

Speedtest.com is the bible when it comes to tests so here goes:

1.07 ? out of 21.6 , I get only 1 ? what about the rest of the 21 ? I actually got 1,01 MB, while 20.59 diminished ? all gone ? I am not even leaving a comment about the upload speed.

See, I find this a bit KOKO.

Back home, the internet speed is 4 or 5 MB per second – I’m not sure, however, here are the results:

Beautiful right ?

Now – lets add a bit of irony – shall we ?

Yes, as you can see, I took ZAIN’s chip, inserted it into a 7.2 MB per second Huawei VIVA modem – which by the way is the same company that provides for both parties.

So what happened ?

Bet you wanna see the results, yes ?

I got nearly 3 MB per second.

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If the speed does not exceed 4 or 5 MB per second, why did the guy suggest I go with this plan ?

Why pay nearly 22 KD per month for something worth 1 KD ? (According to me, each MB = 1 KD – so 21 MB = 21 KD)

I signed the contract, the guy gave me a serious face while I was signing, as if this is a REAL commitment.

For the second time, I could have given him a bit of fever, but I am p0ach. I don’t get down like that.

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#3 Paying bills

A while back, I wanted to pay my bills automatically. Went to AlMuhallab mall, ZAIN has a branch – basement.

Asked the gentleman for that service, he said:

“Bo9 7adritak, dee 7aga ma timsheesh hinaa 3indinaa bil afro3, dee 7aga lazim TitiiM bil head oViiiZ”

basically telling me he can not perform it, I should head to ZAIN’s H.Office to get this resolved.

SURPRISE SURPRISE

I asked the airport guy for the same, he said we can do everything here and all I need is to to fill this form he gave me.

Which one should I believe ? Airport or Muhallab ?

Another thing in hand is that the form DOES NOT have a DATE of deduction. Meaning, I did not decide when can zain access my account and bill me up.

Once again, asked the guy and he replied:

“Ma Tkhafshh” as in worry not.

For the third time now, I could have given him a bit of fever, but I am p0ach. I don’t get down like that.

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#4 Online payment

Plain and simple, went ahead on-line paid like I usually do.

This time however, the moment I clicked on pay or go or whatever that button was, it got me back to zain’s main website.

Received a msg from my bank saying that I paid so and so for zain.

Called 107 – Bill is still there.

Talked to someone from call centre, promised to get my issue resolved and that this issue does happen but its rare.

Then I got this message.

felt happy !! so happy !

then ..

Nothing happened.

*haha* funny mess. Zain whats up ?

Then I got this 2 days later

No one called, I got it fixed though.

for the fourth time, I could have given them a bit of fever, but I am p0ach. I don’t get down like that.

All in all:

Zain, I usually don’t mind what happens, however, this time the mess is too much and is completley unbearable.

I am having a SHAIN experience. Fix it asap. I’m a bit pissed off.

Speech-less

Info:

Janet Jackson’s “Up Close & Personal” Tour

30th June 2011 – Royal Albert Hall – London.

I’ll never forget this. Can’t.

Usually, when I see 2.22 it brings with it a great “feel good” sensation.

I dont know why, I dont understand its significance, however, I dont mind it at all.

Keep coming, keep bringing your lucky charms with you along the way.

THANK YOU !

These past two weeks were exceptionally different indeed.

Strangely, something nice comes with dust.

I obviously am done with the blog’s renovation, very pleased with the feedback received. Made up new ties and ventures with different people/companies. Then comes the massive success of the place I work for. I could not be more happier or proud. Professionally speaking.

MANY things caught my attention this weekend:

#1 Saw a young man in haste. Pushing his way through while looking at his watch, in a rush, obviously. He probably saw squashed strawberries or raspberries on the ground, passed it by, thought about it for a while then came right back, picked it from the ground, went to the nearest bin and popped it there. Beautiful.

#2 Mid 50′s couple were in a luggage store discussing which pack to go for. When the sales man said “Sir, go with this option, its lighter” the gentleman looked at his wife “I can carry it, give me the heavier set”. Adorable.

#3 People are calmer these passed two weeks. I might have been under the weather, but I do feel that people are laid back a bit. Finally.

On another note, Mum & Dad came back home, many things jump to mind, but I’ll just say this “Our house is now a home”.

Smile, appreciate the love around you now.

Yes, just like that, a lady-freak leaves a note like this without me seeing her.

I already shared this with my peeps on twitter, here’s the story one more time for yall:

Few days ago, I took my little niece who was a bit sick and her nanny to the doctor, then a bit of McDonalds and then bought some things along the way.

Was rocking my Dinosaur Vomit look: Dishadha, ghetra, didnt shave for a long while.

Now, along these “mishaweer” some DUDETTE decides she wants to p0ach Mr.p0ach on her phone and do the LALA land love story “SWV” all night long.

*sigh*

You kind of swallowed my role here but thats fine, I hold my hand up for all my independent women, but thats just plain unnecessary. AND PLEASE do not include the almighty’s name in this, we clear ?

Aww and now wait now, lets just try to do a quick one on one analysis party.

Me with a kid and a nanny – the clearest outlook is that im probably married. You get down with Married dudes ?

I asked one of my underground freaks to call her up and see what her deal was. In short, she likes married men.

BOUNTIFUL, no ?

Ladies, you better hold your men down before lovely Slutinaas like this one take over while you go BYEBYE husband & aunt Nisra//hello BABA// or worse !

“نااااااارك و لا ينت أهلي”

We dont want that now do we ?

“ويقولون الشباب شياطين”

Went to crash by Muhallab Mall to visit my new favorite store (Lowcarb.NoSugar).

Was about to run in the mall till I saw a big a$$ sign that goes “Families only” a group four guard and two semi-kuwaiti guys guarding the door.

I held my position for a while, murmured all kinds of mess in my head, eyes got KOKO, but I went ahead and said:

“iseer adish wila ?” // “iseer iseer 6aal 3omrik”.

Ok *sigh*

Why family time in the mall ? and why 6aal 3omrik ? There is no 6aal 3omrik “vibe” on my face OR my trainings — so erm ?? What ?

Here’s the thing baby:

Aside from the conehead/Starwars/BabeOnMakeUpFix/Vampire_Pale_Face/TightAbaya galore, do I need to discuss what I saw in the mall ?

Cuz secruity needs to understand who MUST be protected from who precisely. HAH!

Just so you know, there was a bit of this too:

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OHHHH how I wish I could have done my JINGO LOBA dance with them fine girls over here, just to express how I feel:

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Plain and simple.

*took this in Thailand.

*wink*

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Its been 2 years today since I first started blogging.

I decided to leave to London, celebrate with my family, friends and loved ones for a change. Having a blast so far.

Thank you for making doing what I do a joy, an absolute joy.

I fell in love with your energy, readers, bloggers and family members.

Thank you for letting me into your computers, work, phones, home – rooms & living rooms, social conversations and minds.

Have pretty new ideas to throw your way, new hopes and new goals i’d like to share with you all.

Be patient, it’ll be an interesting ride – keep your eyes and senses open.

My love for those who support my vision is unconditional.

شكرا جزيلا

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You were my auto-therapy/smile maker/soul pleaser.

I miss your voice, your laughter, what you do to me, how you mess with my brain and make me feel stupid.

I’ll never forget you, wish you were here with me.

Rest In Peace.

p.s: “Raqam Sab3a lawo sama7t” – Gas Station – Shuwaikh + My secret voice HAH!

I pray for you everyday.

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Its my birthday, im 18 again tonight, 29th December (I’ll put that on my birthday wish list).

I dont usually celebrate my birthday but I guess my friends have something prepared for me, I’ll act as if I know nothing.

Seriously though, its been a wonderful year, made new friends (you included), got a salary raise, still a monogamist (HAH!), went through lots of new experiences, been around the world & learned a big lesson, forgiveness heals all.

Saddam is no better than I am, so im having a three-day birthday celebration too, one with my family, one with friends and one with my underground freaks who are kept there, *whistle* in the underground.

I will have to highlight the lesson I learned one more time:
”Forgiveness Heals All” it healed me, hope it does the same to you too.

Happy Holidays To You All

“Let There Be Light”
Abdullah

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“”This WAS last year’s birthday message – click here – I left the same message simply because what i typed up there is exactly how I feel right now – Your love, energy and appreciation keep me and fellow bloggers running, THANK YOU”

*SPECIAL REQUEST*

My friends on twitter are writing down birthday wishes, snaping pics and sending’em to me, if you wana do the same, send it on xp0ach@gmail.com

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