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*Stares at the pic* o_o! Cant… stop… looking!…
I just turned 20, like right now. Today is a special day for me. but its like any other day. home jam3a nadi home
but knowing that im 1 year older
secondly im pissed 3ala mobarat elkuwait w e9een! :@ kelmara afakir beli 9ar w atnarfaz!! hathy radat f3el Qatar, fee khaleji 20 yabaw 3alaina goal w ma7seboha, khaloha tasalol! (M3ana e9ej makan tasalol! dash goal!) w lelasaf hatha radhom 3alana!… 7araka tbe6 elchabd!
Finally, tomorrow waray presentation. ed3oli!
Good night everybody!
Alsubah^ above: I know what u mean it gets on my nerves anqeher! I seriously believe that goal would have changed ALOT of things.. It’s always bad luck for ilazrag to lose the first game:/
inshallah ebaythonha Bacher..I have big hopes for the next game! =)
Dino: i hope January gave u a nice start for 2011=)
It sucks being a girl sometimes !
Every girl is asked the same questions :
When in college : meta tet5arejeen ?
Graduated : meta teshta’3len ?
Got a job : meta tetzawejen ?
Got engaged : cham mahrech ?
Got married : ha mako shay ? (staring at ur tummy looking for a baby lol)
Got pregnant : boy or girl?
Had a baby girl : yala meta ta7mleen again ? naby baby boy
Then u get fat and busy with ur husband/work/house and kids and people lose interest in u looking for “fresh meat” to start the loop of questions with !
Cant they just stay out of it and stick to the word (mabrook) when something nice happens to us ?!? *sigh*
Moments …
My grandad went in a coma, It’s been 3 days now and the drs dnt knw if he’s gonna wake up or why is he in coma!!!!Â
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I am broken into pieces .. The voice of my dad kills me .. Too much sadness… I never felt it before or even saw my dad the way he is now… Despite his arguments and fights with my grandad … You know my dad never got along with his father … He didn’t even grow up in the presence of my grandad.. My dad lived with his uncles till he married my mother…Â
But now When you are loosing something u value it more.. And u cry for the time you wasted with out being around it or the time u decided to let it go….!!!
My dad is loosing his father …a painful truth  He is broken … and I feel hopeless watching the tears in his eyes… Because it’s sooo damn hard to lose the people you love … Sooooo damn painful to lose The people u share the same names with  … And that is family…Â
  here I am … I’m soooo damn far … Thinking !!!! My grandad never saw Judy .. The last time I spoke to him he told me : (maroomti 7abebty al 7amdillah 3ala salamtich o salamat bintich 7abebty) but now that’s the only memory I hold of him talking and metioning my daughter … I am far I  can’t hold his hands make him laugh like I always do… I can’t sit next to his bed and count his breaths … Rub his forehead.. And plant a kiss … He’s a person I adore bcause I carry his name .. Bcause he is simply my grandad ..Â
I pray he wakes up … I hate to see the sadness in my dads heart of how much he wanted to say how much things he wanted to apologize for to his dad … But time is a killer … It’s killing the moments of having a second chance..
Yes .. Moments all it takes to deprive you from the things you have just moments .. Once they are gone … There’s no turning back… It’s alll gone … And u stare at empty spaces … Empty bed … Empty body with no soul… You can’t know if they’ve  forgiven you or not… If they’ve  thought about you… If they’ve  still loved you … You’ve chosen to leave … You’ve chosen to let go.. !! What will you do know !!!!Â
… So now when u decide to leave … Take a moment … And think … Bcause again all it take is a moment to lose it all …. !!
I ask you all humbly to pray for my grandad’s soul and health .. I know I’m missing him… And it’s HARD :’(Â
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hi maram, il9ara7a wayid ta2athart ib qi9itich, o na9ee7ti lich ina ro7ay 7g yadich kilyom o walaka2ana ohwa ib qaiboba, solfai ma3ah o golela qi9a9 o bema inna ohwa fe qaiboba ymkn yisma3, fa dayman golela ashya2 yigdar il wa7id yita5ayalha o yirta7 nafseyan min da5il , o 5ali oboch ysawi nafs il shai, o golola ashya2 o qi9a9 qadeema o it,tha7ik , o golela mino ily mawjod bilqurfa 3ashan y7is feekum , ana marra ib tajruba shabeha ibtjrubtich, sha59 3azeez 3alai kan ib qaiboba, o kint ag3ad min il 9ib7 leman il lail o a2alif qi9a9 7agga o agol ashya2 it,tha7ik o qi9a9 qadeema o agol 7agga ina i7na al7een msafreen o ga3den ib yam3a o kan yistejeeb ma3ai
, yhiz rasa shwai shwai,
na9ee7ty ina istansai al7een ma3a yadich o oboch o kila sawaw yam3atkum 3inda o insaw inna ohwa fe qaiboba , o 7asesoh bilyam3a , tara ti6le3en min il mustashfa wintay mistaaannsa inshala
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allla ysahfee yadich o kil mareeth yarab o yijma3kum ma3a ba3ath
by the way 7ita oboch ra7 yistanis itha sawaitaw halshai o may7is ib ta2neeb thamee.
GO FOR IT
is2al imjarib ;*
It’s amazing how you expect someone to be great because of their accomplishments but once you get to know them they talk more than do what they’re supposed to do and promise to do something and they don’t do it!
I’m not a hater and I never will be, but I don’t like it when I’m fooled by those type of people!
I know this is a + blog and I’m sorry for being negative, but I just had to let this out of my system!
I am trying my best not to open my mouth to any of my friends, that’s why I’m spilling it out here knowing some1 is reading this.
In a country like Kuwait, one of the richest countries in the world, I can’t even find a single place that offer scholarships which will allow me to complete my PhD at one of the UK top Universities!!
1) Ministry of Higher Education: They have 3 kinds of scholarships, first one is awards from other countries (all of them undergraduate study and some masters, no PhD), the second is from the ministry itself but ONLY for undergraduate study ( only those who complete undergraduate study through this programme can proceed to postgrad), and the offset company scholarships… this offset company scholarship pays only tuition fees but they have limited the available number of scholarships and changed the dates so it would be only once or twice a year and those dates are so far away for any postgrad student. (I finished my MSc in September, got my certificate december), my phd starts this february… the ministry committee will meet on september of this year to decide whether to grant me scholarship or not!!
right now it seems like i have no chance whatsoever.
i am in love with zumba, it’s so fun.
To him,
ur out of my life, and I’ll prove it. not even if you begged for coming back in. You taught me how family members’ stab in the back hurts and it only made me stronger.
Ye’ know? I dont really care
I know u’re reading this so, don’t act as if its normal, it isnt. If i’m acting so, then i’m just sparing you the embarrasment
now with that off my shoulder, i dont have to hold it in anymore.. phew.
Life is a knot, a big knot, up close u can see soo many
“oo MO wain ma
fibers and get soo lost between them, thats what happened here…
Slowly i remembered to zoom out and look at how small that knot
really is compared to our existence. We live not just for when we r
alive but also for il2a5era,.. The funny thing is i say this kinda
stuff all the tine to ppl but never to myself.. Now i keep a small
notebook, thats my personal art so i can listen to my own advise..
Smile to life, it will smile back, if it doesnt, well then its
having a bad day, just like u do sometimes!
it6ennha 3ooya” p.s. I really wanted to be a psychologist, o adri
its obvious;’