Phenomenon: Mean Earthlings/Jealousy

Well, its been a while since I last poured out my thoughts and experiences from my beautiful/edgy surroundings.

I’ll try my best to keep this short, informative, entertaining as much as I can because in reality its the exact opposite.

So here goes,

I was holding a meeting/presentation with the utmost beautiful/smartest peeps where I work, I love how intuitive and proactive these people are, their energy too.

Everything was going great till the Q & A section popped up. My colleague and wonderful friend for 5 years was answering/explaining everything that was thrown his way till one person – Female – broke the magic stick and started disrespecting him/throwing accusations/finger pointing/high-tone-voice/hand waves and finally giving eye rolls to each and every answer given to her. Knowing that the subject discussed has nothing to do with all this darkness.

He finally, asked her to shut up – literally said “etha 3indich shay 6arsheeh lee willa bassich kalam oo bassich 7achee yalla!” the girl – unwanted – finally kept her mouth shut. The whole room was filled with that silent/disapproving/”we don’t like you” energy to that girl. Knowing that this piece of work in particular has a history of misfortunate events.

This may sound strange but I felt bad for her. Her eyes killed me. I felt evil if I didn’t try to fix this as soon as possible SO as my friend was answering other – more useful – questions, I waved to her in a manner that suggests/asks her to please wait after this meeting is done so I can help/answer your questions. SHE NODDED, I felt great, she got my message.

Ofcourse, her face ? Yes, well she was about to cry/held it together/extremely hurt by what my friend threw at her. She deserves it though.

When the meeting was done, she came in with her eyes fixed and alert, extremely evil, she was still wrapped/morphed into that negative/beast-like energy. I still smiled and right before I was about to say yes how can I help ?// she threw a horrible remark/accusation and started shouting at me.

I kept thinking, is she talking to me ? I kept looking left, right back and forth. YES, she was talking to me. I smiled and semi-giggled cuz I thought she was making fun of her self.

Few moments later – my sane side informed me she was serious.

*While she was doing that nasty mess of hers – I had a vision of my father, always told me “never ever get back at a woman, never” Lord only knows what my tongue is capable of* so, in the light of that, finally I said “Enough, I can not talk to you anymore, this is degrading” lifted my hands suggesting “stop”

Apparently, that flamed her even more. She was jealous at how nice my whole team was to the other women around. Any gentleman would be nice to them, words like respect and dignity were shining right through them, I cant exactly say the same thing about her.

She screamed my way and I quote ” intaa hay haay haaay !!!! inta 3abalik intaa minoo?? 3abalik inta mino yal maghroor !! tara intaa mo moodeer !!” – I love this part – i keep repeating it again and again in my head.

*sigh*

She went ahead, screamed at everyone around, she did a “SHOO SHOO” hand movement to my manager, HAH! – i love that – and started complaining about me. ALSO – called and cried all night with a colleague of mine over the phone saying the most horrible things about me, insisting that I am “Maghroor”.

Ofcourse you do realize that my friend is the one who actually shoved a shoe down her throat, still she chose me, I don’t know why, I still don’t.

I honestly, felt sorry & didn’t know whats wrong with her.

WHO CAME IN & TOOK CARE OF EVERYTHING ?

Karma did.

… and karma is a what ? *umm hmm* yeah thats right.

I wont get into details – i’ll just say that I’v forgiven her and asked nothing in return, not even an apology. I believe that she is a good person within, but was TAKEN by the demons/voices in her head.

I have nothing but love for you.

Try this for a change:

- The pic above ? Suggests that you de-stress by heading to a nice spa.

- Try chocolate.

- Humming releases stress. Try to think of something nice for a change.

- Sex is the best stress killer. I dont know if your married, if not, dont do it, if you are, go ahead and get raunchy. I know you need it.

Conclusion:

I believe, strongly, that reacting to controlled-by-the-mind-unawakened-creatures in a similar negative matter is weak. Only the wise can shut, tear down and apart by foreshadowing their existence.

Try to help them, find them comfort and make room for excuses to float. These people are not mean or jealous in reality, that person you faced who was screaming/shouting/throwing non-sense your way is not really that person. Its his/her mind. They dont have control over it.

Forgive them, they may one day awaken before destroying themselves and all the good fortune that was destined to/for them.

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